my brain is working at the speed of light
but until now nothing is conceived.
i am too much of a coward to fight,
to fight for the things i said i believe.
i am like a puppy. -when you throw i will retrieve.
i am like a sinner. -i cheat, i lie, i deceive.
i have masochistic thoughts over such simplistic issues.
i am the crosses you are the noughts.
i despise novels but i wish to read you.
i fell apart, broken down
into a quadrillion microscopic pieces.
into a quadrillion microscopic pieces.
disintegrate and dematerialize without reason.
i have a low self-esteem,
i'll shy away from your shadows.
i am not as tough as i seem,
i am nothing more than a blunted arrow.
i am a bearer of negativity.
i am the king of contradiction.
a world with endless possibilities
is a realm stranger than fiction.
i have a low self-esteem,
i'll shy away from your shadows.
i am not as tough as i seem,
i am nothing more than a blunted arrow.
i am a bearer of negativity.
i am the king of contradiction.
a world with endless possibilities
is a realm stranger than fiction.
wow, how come i keep starting my comments here with a wow :D this is again, another masterpiece. & i admit im a sucker for poems that rhymes (: so this is how you perceive yourself as?
ReplyDeletei'm rather complicated, thats the reply for the other comment of yours, :) for this one : thanks ! but its no masterpiece, really. well, everyone has their positive and negative side. if i spill out all my negativity here. in real life i'll be all positive. so this is not how i perceive myself as. not completely though. :)
ReplyDeletei like complications, thats good. i see, so this is where you unveil your sort of ' dark side ' then. i can relate :D and wow, someone who actually replies quite long. sorry i'm a little, whats the word.. 'jakun'? haha cos most people would reply so short, i'm the 1 who replies real long. see i'm replying real long again now, i must bore people a lot (: keep up the good work ariff!
ReplyDeletecomplications makes everything interesting. face it. roller coaster is more fun than plain ol' uphill driving. oh no, you don't bore me at all. its fun to have someone who appreciates your work. :) thanks again crimson ! p.s. it would be awesome if i could call you by your real name but i really doubt you would give it away.
ReplyDeleteyes finally someone who actually understands! aw thank you thank you (: yes it feels nice to be appreciated. haha yeah i like a little mystery afterall :P
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